White sauna

Yeah i know. I should really, REALLY go to sleep right now. But i think i slept too long this morning. And i know it's confusing for you guys when i write in both swedish and english. But sometimes i wanna write, but i just don't have the energy to convert to english., and sometimes i just copy whatever i just wrote on "sexienfemma.blogg.se".
But i just had to say that i'm finally done with painting my sauna-ishy room white. So tomorrow, after i just worked my ass off at monopolet, i hope to move in there, and get out from this livingroom that still has tons of peanuts lying all over the floor since our last party.

Friday was a bit ... weird. I woke up early, ate my oatmeal as every morning, feeling nauseous like i always do after eating breakfast to early. And i got myself to the subway and headed for work. At work i continued having the sick feeling,, i didn't even wanna talk. Which must have been weird for all the others, since me and my co-worker has been talking non-stop since monday, loud enough for everyone to hear.
After a few hours the nausea really took over, i couldn't concentrate, at all, so i went home. And had a not so very nice experience on the subway train. this is still about the nausea, not pleasant, and i wanted to disappear. So after the subway i walked the last bit home, having mascara all over my face, which i didn't know until i looked in the mirror back at home.
I washed all my clothes when i got back., and fell asleep, and i could have slept forever if johan hadn't come home three hours later. after that i felt fine.
So... i need to learn to RELAX. cause i guess that's the problem. When i work to much and stress myself and worry., my body forces me to stop.

This weekend i didn't relax as i should have. but i painted my room more so i can relax more later, in my own room. and today it got done, FINALLY. with a little help from Simon too, i really appreciated that. Since nobody in this place wanted to help me i had to bring a non-sexienfemma-related person for backup.
so i finished it up just two hours ago and i can't wait to move my bed back in there. Having an own room, is awesome.

Yeah... since i have to get up in 5½ hours, i really got to force myself to sleep now.

Take care // J.